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| 10:39am 31/01/2007 |
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Hi.....I am still alive. I'm in colege now and it's real good. I'm moving house soon :'(. No it'll be good, just means i'll be away from beckarah. Oh well. |
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| 01:17pm 02/04/2004 |
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mood: bouncy music: MURDER DOLLZ- Dawn of the dead.
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i am actually happy 2day,
wow amazin,
the real me is bak and i aint leavin in a hurry, i'm okay now and i intend 2 stay that way.
SIAN IS STILL A FUKIN LIEING BITCH
and there are still problems but they wont sort themselves so it's up 2 me 2 be happy and sort them 4 myself.
i'm goin 2 go c gothica 2night. YaY:P |
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| 12:07am 19/03/2004 |
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mood:  crushed music: Cradle Of Filth-Born in a burial gown.
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my tears burn,
leaving an untuochable scar,
not only in my skin,
but in my heart aswell,
blood tears are forever.
wot are these tears, and why do the fall from my hollow eyes that beseach the madness of a young girls soul. |
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| 01:12pm 12/03/2004 |
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mood: decieved music: s.o.a.d-pysco
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i wud just like 2 declare 2 the world that:
SIAN IS A FUKING LIEING BITCH. |
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| 10:23am 03/03/2004 |
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mood:  confused
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i still don't no wot 2 do,
i don't no who is tellin the truth and who isn't.maybe i shud just try 2 forget the secrets iv'e been told. |
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| i'm bak again |
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| 10:17am 03/03/2004 |
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mood: confused
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hey,
sorry 2 disapoint u i'm bak,
i'm in skool board shitless,
i havn't slept in days, iv'e found myself wondering the streets at night cause i can't sleep. |
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| 11:17am 21/01/2004 |
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mood:  drained music: kerrang radio
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hey 2day is not 2 bad,
my life i sfuked and i hate it,
any way heres a poem i wrote as i hav nuthin else 2 say.
Huanting me.
y can't i smile,
y can't i see,
that life is worthwhile,
y are u haunting me.
the thought of your love,
the thought of your arms,
holding me tight,
makes me 2 scared,
2 close my eyes at night.
your face,
your memory,
your wispering voice,
y are u haunting me,
your honest lies,
that ppl don't c,
your hidden disguese,
y are u haunting me.
r u eva,
goin 2 let go,
r u gonne set me free,
i need 2 no.
your face,
your memory,
your wispering voice,
y are u haunting me,
your honest lies,
that ppl don't c,
your hidden disguese,
y are u haunting me. |
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| 02:59pm 06/01/2004 |
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2day is crazy,
i dunno y it is crazy,
it just is crazy, cause i said so.
i feel a lot beter 2day.,....... well kinda.
i was sad yesterday but at the mo i am hyped so i will
survive.
RaR
i dunna really no wot 2 say so.............. RaR. |
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| 10:56am 17/12/2003 |
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mood:  bitchy music: Murder Dolls-White Wedding
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2day is goin okay,
i'm at skool,non uniform day.
i'm in my purple and black corset, purple and black skirt and my fishnets and the trends don't like it.
but i don't care,i am me and they will just hav 2 live with it i do.
i'm all good and all smiles at the mo. |
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| 12:10am 16/12/2003 |
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mood: sleepy
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heyo all,
well life still sux'z, but i'm still okay.
i am havin fun wit the demons and ghosts so .........well
i can't say that life is borin and that it isn't eventfull.
i don't really hav all that much 2 say i never was anygood at keepin diaries when i was little.
lol
:P
so errmm.....so yeh...
well anyways gotta go wanna go 2 bed
my friend was havin a go cause i din't talk on here often so
there bex i did it. :P |
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| 12:07pm 28/11/2003 |
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Why are they so fuking mean,
wot did i do wrong,
i hate the trends,
they hurt me all along.
why does my heart bleed,
why can't i smile,
oh right i remember,
lifes not worth while.
oh why,oh why do i cry these tears,
why do i hate life,
i am so full of fears.
Scared and lonely,
afraid and sad,
i belong in my head,
don't you get it,
i'm better off dead. |
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| 12:04pm 28/11/2003 |
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mood: bitchy music: Lacuna coil - falling
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hey don't hav much 2 say,in school and i hate it.
i was target practice 4 the trends in sociology and the one they shout at in p.e.
god life sux |
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